Tuesday, December 28, 2010

so stupid

Posted by deemd Tuesday, December 28, 2010, under | No comments

I do not know why,,, it feels so heavy, even for someone like me, who are often said to be a strong person by the people around me,, this is so tortured me, I know this because of you, because you leave I,, I know there are millions of reasons why you left me, but maybe because it was so stupid I am, so I so do not understand your decision,, ohh,,, god,, if I had a little more to understand her feelings,, surely I could not possibly interfere her happiness with him the other,,,
This song that I put myself to express disappointment because I had lost him, because my own stupidity,,, click
here to download,,

Saturday, December 18, 2010

berakhir,,, "project song"

Posted by deemd Saturday, December 18, 2010, under | No comments

wtf
berhenti,,saat ku coba berlari,,
meninggalkan,, semua kenangan,,tentang kita yang selalu berssama,,,
terhenti,,gerak langkahku,,
saat ku coba menjauhi,,dirimu yang tak letih menjagaku,,

tapi ku tak bisa menyangkalkan bila,,
ini semua,,harus ku jalani,,
aku hanya ingin kau bisa mengerti semua ini,,
bukan mauku,,

sulit membuatmu mengerti yang ku lakukan,, bukan untuk meninggalkanmu,,
sesalku tak bisa,, meyakinkan mu,,hingga akhirnya kau pergi,,

terhenti,,gerak langkahku,,
saat ku coba menjauhi,,dirimu yang tak letih menjagaku,,
aku hanya ingin kau bisa mengeti,,semua ini,, bukan mauku,,

sulit membuatmu,, mengeti yang ku lakukan,,bukan untuk meninggalkanmu,,
sesalku tak bisa,, meyakinkan mu,,hingga akhirnya kau pergi,,
maafkan aku,, yang seperti berlari,,meninggalkanmu sendiri,,
ku hanya tak bisa,, tuk melepaskan,,dirimu dan semua mimpiku,,

...english version.ends,,,
 "project song"
wtf
stop, when I try to run,,leave,, all the memories,,
about us, who are always together,,
stalled,, my steps,,when I try to stay away,,
you, who never tired to keep me,

but I can not deny, if it all,, should I lead,,
I just wish you could understand, all of this, instead of my desire,,

hard to make you understand what I do,,not to leave you,,
I regretfully can not,, to convince you,,until finally you go,,

stalled,, my steps,,when I try to stay away,, you,,who never tired to keep me,
I just wish you could understand, all of this, instead of my desire,,
difficult to make,, understand that I do,,not to leave you,,
I regretfully can not,, to convince you,,until finally you go,,
forgive me, who, like running,,leave you alone,,
I just can not,, snap off,,you and all my dreams,,,