so stupid

I do not know why,,, it feels so heavy, even for someone like me, who are often said to be a strong person by the people around me,, this is so tortured me, I know this because of you, because you leave I,, I know there are millions of reasons why you left me, but maybe because it was so stupid I am, so I so do not understand your decision,, ohh,,, god,, if I had a little more to understand her feelings,, surely I could not possibly interfere her happiness with him the other,,,This song that I put myself to express disappointment because I had...

berakhir,,, "project song"

wtf berhenti,,saat ku coba berlari,, meninggalkan,, semua kenangan,,tentang kita yang selalu berssama,,, terhenti,,gerak langkahku,, saat ku coba menjauhi,,dirimu yang tak letih menjagaku,, tapi ku tak bisa menyangkalkan bila,, ini semua,,harus ku jalani,, aku hanya ingin kau bisa mengerti semua ini,, bukan mauku,, sulit membuatmu mengerti yang ku lakukan,, bukan untuk meninggalkanmu,, sesalku tak bisa,, meyakinkan mu,,hingga akhirnya kau pergi,, terhenti,,gerak langkahku,, saat ku coba menjauhi,,dirimu yang tak letih menjagaku,, aku hanya ingin...