so stupid

I do not know why,,, it feels so heavy, even for someone like me, who are often said to be a strong person by the people around me,, this is so tortured me, I know this because of you, because you leave I,, I know there are millions of reasons why you left me, but maybe because it was so stupid I am, so I so do not understand your decision,, ohh,,, god,, if I had a little more to understand her feelings,, surely I could not possibly interfere her happiness with him the other,,,

This song that I put myself to express disappointment because I had lost him, because my own stupidity,,, click here to download,,

berakhir,,, "project song"

wtf

berhenti,,saat ku coba berlari,,
meninggalkan,, semua kenangan,,tentang kita yang selalu berssama,,,
terhenti,,gerak langkahku,,
saat ku coba menjauhi,,dirimu yang tak letih menjagaku,,

tapi ku tak bisa menyangkalkan bila,,
ini semua,,harus ku jalani,,
aku hanya ingin kau bisa mengerti semua ini,,
bukan mauku,,

sulit membuatmu mengerti yang ku lakukan,, bukan untuk meninggalkanmu,,
sesalku tak bisa,, meyakinkan mu,,hingga akhirnya kau pergi,,

terhenti,,gerak langkahku,,
saat ku coba menjauhi,,dirimu yang tak letih menjagaku,,
aku hanya ingin kau bisa mengeti,,semua ini,, bukan mauku,,

sulit membuatmu,, mengeti yang ku lakukan,,bukan untuk meninggalkanmu,,
sesalku tak bisa,, meyakinkan mu,,hingga akhirnya kau pergi,,
maafkan aku,, yang seperti berlari,,meninggalkanmu sendiri,,
ku hanya tak bisa,, tuk melepaskan,,dirimu dan semua mimpiku,,

...english version.ends,,,
 "project song"
wtf
stop, when I try to run,,leave,, all the memories,,
about us, who are always together,,
stalled,, my steps,,when I try to stay away,,
you, who never tired to keep me,

but I can not deny, if it all,, should I lead,,
I just wish you could understand, all of this, instead of my desire,,

hard to make you understand what I do,,not to leave you,,
I regretfully can not,, to convince you,,until finally you go,,

stalled,, my steps,,when I try to stay away,, you,,who never tired to keep me,
I just wish you could understand, all of this, instead of my desire,,
difficult to make,, understand that I do,,not to leave you,,
I regretfully can not,, to convince you,,until finally you go,,
forgive me, who, like running,,leave you alone,,
I just can not,, snap off,,you and all my dreams,,,

bajingan

bajingan,,,, lagi,,, lagi,,, lagi,,,, capek,,, jalani nya,,, bandung,, bajingan,,,,,,

no more

aku,,,,, ga pernah ingin menghilangkan rasa itu,,,,,,,,,,, aku ingin putus asa,,, putus asa mengharapmu,,,,aku tau,,, kau tidak sama dengan ku,,,, kau bisa mencinta tanpa kau peduli perasan mu,,, tp tdak dgn ku,,, aku,,,,,,, begitu ingin tumbuhkan rasa itu,,,did u know??????NO

bayangan lapuk

akutidaktau,,sampaikapan,iniberakir,,mencintamu,,mengharapmu,mnjdimliku,,sejujurnya,,akuberbohong,,bullshit,,jikaakuberkata,,akutidakmengharapkanmu,,membalasprasaanku,,aku begituingin,,tapiakutakmau,,jdorangyang merusak,hidupmu,,akutakmau,,merebutmu,,meskipun,akujugatakmampu,,mencurimu,darinya,,adabenteng kokoh,,yangmenghalangi,,badaiperasaankutentangmu,,tapi,badaipuntakcukup mampu,,hancurkan bentenghatimu!
inisepertisebuahbayangan,,atauakuyangtelahsalahmenilai,,akulahbayangan itu,,

bajingan

BAJINGAN,,
apa km ngerti??apa km tau??yang aku rasain??
aku tau,,aku ngerti,,
aku ga berharap,,aku bhgya brsamamu,, tp aku,, cm pgn ungkapin,, yang aku rasain,, biar puas,,
aku ga brhrap kamu simpati,, ma prasanku,, aku cm ga mau nyimpen,, prasan ttgMU,,
brengsek,, knp mzti aku mncntamu,, sangat!
tp,, dlm kisahku,, yg sperti ini,,
lebih parah drpda kisah romeo n juliet,,
aku ga brhrap km pny rsa yg sma!
tp aku ingin,,
tetap dkat dgnmu,, sungguh

hp,, kecil,, tp luas bgt,, lbih luas dr dniaKu,, ini jg,,yg bwt dnia ku brtmbah stu,,
mskipun tak bervariasi,, sdrhana,, tp ckuplah,, bwt mengumpat,, 'BAJINGAN' 'fuck' 'DAMN',, saat,, bingung,,cpek,,pusing,. SAKIThati,, ky skrg,, tp aplgi yg musti aku umpatin,,
skit bgt,, ky kca trans jkarta yg pcah wktu nbrak gunung,, ancur bgt,,tp sma aj,, ttp cinta DIA,, ky kca,, mzqpun remuk tp tep ajh kca,,
T.T. :'D

lma,,tk msuk k dnia kduaku,,
mgkin aku trllu sbuk membangun hati,, yg akir2 ini hmpir remuk,,
yh,,tp aku jg terlalu lelah jka ku hrus lari,, dr mslh,,
aku tk ign jd org lemah,,